2 years ago… Feb 9, 2009
My mom and I waited anxiously in an exam room for the doctor to enter to give us the news of the recent biopsy. As the door opens, the doctor makes brief eye contact as we say hello, but then he looks to the ground as his nurse follows in behind him. While minimizing eye contact he begins speaking:
“Well, we got the results back from the biopsy, and it looks like it’s what we suspected, Hodgkins Disease. I see you work in Caldwell, so I’ll go ahead and refer you to an Oncologist located there. It should be real convenient for you. The treatment results for this disease are really good. Sorry to give you this news. Hope you have a nice day.” And he exited the room.
As the door shut behind him, the room was silent. My mind was racing, my mom in shock holding back tears. The nurse finally broke the silence and asked if we had any questions. I think she was almost equally shocked at how the doctor broke the news to us. My racing mind went blank… and then these same thoughts kept repeating through my mind “I have cancer?” “That can’t be right…I’m not even sick!”. ”Wait…What….I have cancer?”
I can’t even really remember if we asked the nurse a question or not. What are we supposed to ask anyway? My mom and I eventually left the exam room. As we proceeded through the full waiting room, I stared aimlessly down at the floor as we walked out almost like I was sleep walking. We got into my mom’s van, put our seatbelts on, and both just stopped to gather our thoughts. Finally, I said, “So that’s how you find out you have cancer”. Now I know.
What I didn’t know at the time, is where I would be 2 years from that day. At the time, the future was unknown. But, here I am, 2 years later…healthy and happy! God has definitely provided every step of the way. Don’t get wrong, I’ve still got lots of things wrong with me…and I’m still recovering…and I’m still at a high risk for a multitude of things, but I’m just so thankful with how well I’m improving.
Ho Timithy talk about having a HEROR you are mine. To see How our GOD has taken these past two years and to see what he has done to all of us who have held you up we truely do have a lot to be thankful for don’t we. What am awesome GOD we do have. I wonder what he has in store for you now. You know the sky is not the limit. With God all things are possible. Loads of Love and Prayers. Dear one..
Tim,
You are one of God’s miracle’s in our modern life. If is so encouraging to all who know you, how God works and is so faithful. We rejoice with you and pray He will give you many, long years to serve Him. Gary and I love you “little Brother”.
Ginny
Thank you for the update Tim. I pray that you continue to heal and regain your strength. Continued blessings to you and your family. Our God is an Awesome God!
Thanks for sharing Tim – what a story! You are such an encouragement to us! Our God is faithful!
Thanks Tim!! Such a blessing to receive an update. And I LOVE the photo!!! haha.
Hey TIM! My Man!!
What an AWESOME GOD we have who gives us miracle after miracle! Your progress is truly from the hand of God, and we praise Him for it!! YOU are such an encouragement to us! Your courage is something to behold! Keep going on those drums and may God be glorified!!!
WE LOVE YOU!
Philippians 4:11-13
So I just really want to know if you actually landed in that pool? Love to read your updates…I’ll never forget that night we talked when we were uncertain about Brady and you! Both good news in the end and praising the Lord with you as we remember.
Do you remember us from the Pete Gross House? We are so excited that you are doing well! Praise the Lord! Todd, Superman is not doing quite as well. His cancer may be back. He had a biopsy today, if it is positive he will start a new regime of chemo and they would consider the transplant as not having worked. We are relying on God to take care of him-as he always has! We are so happy for you and your family!
Of course we remember you! Today we were wondering if I could remember my way around the city…& I think I could! Good hearing from you, Wanda, & good knowing you continue relying God to care for you & Todd as He always has. Indeed, if God be for us, who/what can stand against us! Blessings to you & yours in every way. We understand…and we care.
Thanks for another update. Praise God for Him bringing you through the fire and stepping out on the other side. I will continue to pray for you since I know you are not completely out of the woods. I like the pic too!
All the praise and glory go to our Father in heaven. He was with each and everyone of you during this time. Each one of you are a tribute to the Lord for all the strength and faith you’ve shown others. Our hats go off to you and your wonderful family.